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Flashback in 2009

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This was when I was uber thin...:)

Born For This

Fear. I have a lot of those. 

It started with comparing myself to others.

Others are highly logical, artistic, etc. Others are just way better than I am.

Over time, it affects me. So, I ignored.

Ignoring this little fear and insecurities birthed a gigantic bad character.

I started doubting my capabilities, talents, and skills.

I self-pity, treated myself not worth of anything higher than I thought.

I deprived myself of goodness and love from others.

I never let myself see the beauty of living a victorious life because of fear and insecurities.

So now it stopped. Fear and insecurities will now stop.

I will not make myself feel low because of others -- which I feel inferior to-- to affect the beauty and happiness I should feel.

I will not let the enemy steal my victory by inflicting fear and insecurities.

I know it's not going to be easy but I have God who will enable me to do things according to His will.

I can do this. I can make it. I am victorious.